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I can’t live like this I can’t live this life You just ignore me But I blend in like the wall paper I can’t ignore them The voices that scar … Continue reading

December 17, 2016 · Leave a comment

12/1/16 Journal of Reflection

I was talking to someone on Facebook about the year ending and hoping 2017 is a better year.  But then I thought about December of 2015 and saying “I hope … Continue reading

December 1, 2016 · Leave a comment

An old Journal I found

Below is an old journal I found from what looks like its from 2005 to 2009. I did not edit it at all I just copied and pasted it to … Continue reading

August 31, 2016 · Leave a comment

Hate the reflection in the mirror (2/25/15)

I hate myself

February 25, 2015 · Leave a comment

Saphris / Latuda journal (week Two)

3/1/2014 2:07am – on the 20mg now. Started it yesterday before I went to bed. I have a little more energy but I don’t know if its because I slept … Continue reading

March 7, 2014 · Leave a comment

Saphris / Latuda journal (week one)

2/22/2014: Started the Saphrigs black cherry flavor today. (I am now on Latuda 160mg, Klonopin 1mg, and Saphris 10mgs)  It tastes not so good and numbs out my tongue for … Continue reading

February 28, 2014 · Leave a comment

Latuda update Novenber & Decemberof 2013

12/2/12 Worse day well maybe in top 10.  I am head for trouble and have less people to talk to now.  See Here for that update. I am more tight, … Continue reading

December 2, 2013 · Leave a comment

11/5/2011 9:34am

Well for a Friday yesterday went well. Positives: Got 45 minutes of walking in Went out to eat at subway Did not over eat Spent many hours with George just BSing Paid … Continue reading

November 5, 2011 · Leave a comment

Sunday May 28th 2006

****Posted from another journal I wrote**** I sit here and think about what I do.  What I do and why I can’t stop.  It’s the way I am to go … Continue reading

May 28, 2006 · Leave a comment