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My Abilify Maintena Journey 4/9 to 4/15/18

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0.0 = Low >| 2.5 > = manageable | 4 > = high

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Monday 4/9

Monday monday. Well I slept in till about 11am. Then One of my jobs woke me up with a run that turned out to be two runs. Always good news. Then I ate dinner and not on the road but I bought fish and cooked it at my new place. I have gotten some of my things put up and organized. Still working on it tho.

  1. Symptoms in my head:
    • Voices @2.0
    • Bad thoughts @5
    • Feeling/Seeing bugs @0
    • Shadow People @0
    • Normal People that aren’t real @0
    • Other Visual Hallucinations @0
    • Knocking on walls or doors @2
  2. Depressed, Or hopeless @2
  3. Little Interest in doing things @0
  4. Trouble failing asleep or sleeping to much @1.5
  5. Trouble concentrating @1
  6. Poor appetite or wanting to/overeating @2
  7. Thoughts:
    1. “You would be better off dead” @
    2. “You are a screw up or failure” {General} @
    3. “You are a screw up or failure as a father” @
    4. “You are a screw up or failure at your job(s)” @
    5. “That people just want to use you and throw you away like trash” @
  8. Easiness to leave the house @
  9. Cat Fred, @

Tuesday 4/10

So much done today. Been very productive as of late. I got some of my apartment together, worked and did a rideshare. Think I will make enough for the cat box I want to buy for the furbabies.

  1. Symptoms in my head:
    • Voices @2.0
    • Bad thoughts @4
    • Feeling/Seeing bugs @0
    • Shadow People @1.5
    • Normal People that aren’t real @IDK
    • Other Visual Hallucinations @0
    • Knocking on walls or doors @1
  2. Depressed, Or hopeless @1.5
  3. Little Interest in doing things @N/A Lately
  4. Trouble failing asleep or sleeping to much @0
  5. Trouble concentrating @2
  6. Poor appetite or wanting to/overeating @1
  7. Thoughts:
    1. “You would be better off dead” @0
    2. “You are a screw up or failure” {General} @1.5
    3. “You are a screw up or failure as a father” @4
    4. “You are a screw up or failure at your job(s)” @1.5
    5. “That people just want to use you and throw you away like trash” N/A Lately
  8. Easiness to leave the house N/A since I started the shot.
  9. Cat Fred, @0

Wednesday 4/11

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Thursday4/12

Seen my therapist today.

Also see my case manager too. Found out I am getting a new one because mine is moving to a different department.

Took my mom to her doctor then her pharmacy and then to shop n save.

Didn’t work today. Need a day off is today.


Friday4/13

2:20pm Got up around 9:00. Then went back to bed for a nap around 11:00 and slept till 13:30. But I feel rested which is good. I must have needed the sleep.  So far today no work.

 

  1. Symptoms in my head:
    • Voices @
    • Bad thoughts @
    • Feeling/Seeing bugs @
    • Shadow People @
    • Normal People that aren’t real @
    • Other Visual Hallucinations @
    • Knocking on walls or doors @
  2. Depressed, Or hopeless @
  3. Little Interest in doing things @
  4. Trouble failing asleep or sleeping to much @
  5. Trouble concentrating @
  6. Poor appetite or wanting to/overeating @
  7. Thoughts:
    1. “You would be better off dead” @
    2. “You are a screw up or failure” {General} @
    3. “You are a screw up or failure as a father” @
    4. “You are a screw up or failure at your job(s)” @
    5. “That people just want to use you and throw you away like trash” @
  8. Easiness to leave the house @
  9. Cat Fred, @

Saturday 4/14

  1. Symptoms in my head:
    • Voices @
    • Bad thoughts @
    • Feeling/Seeing bugs @
    • Shadow People @
    • Normal People that aren’t real @
    • Other Visual Hallucinations @
    • Knocking on walls or doors @
  2. Depressed, Or hopeless @
  3. Little Interest in doing things @
  4. Trouble failing asleep or sleeping to much @
  5. Trouble concentrating @
  6. Poor appetite or wanting to/overeating @
  7. Thoughts:
    1. “You would be better off dead” @
    2. “You are a screw up or failure” {General} @
    3. “You are a screw up or failure as a father” @
    4. “You are a screw up or failure at your job(s)” @
    5. “That people just want to use you and throw you away like trash” @
  8. Easiness to leave the house @
  9. Cat Fred, @

Sunday 4/15

  1. Symptoms in my head:
    • Voices @
    • Bad thoughts @
    • Feeling/Seeing bugs @
    • Shadow People @
    • Normal People that aren’t real @
    • Other Visual Hallucinations @
    • Knocking on walls or doors @
  2. Depressed, Or hopeless @
  3. Little Interest in doing things @
  4. Trouble failing asleep or sleeping to much @
  5. Trouble concentrating @
  6. Poor appetite or wanting to/overeating @
  7. Thoughts:
    1. “You would be better off dead” @
    2. “You are a screw up or failure” {General} @
    3. “You are a screw up or failure as a father” @
    4. “You are a screw up or failure at your job(s)” @
    5. “That people just want to use you and throw you away like trash” @
  8. Easiness to leave the house @
  9. Cat Fred, @

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