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My Abilify Maintena Journey – Week of 3.4 to 3.10.2018

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Saturday 3/9/18

Well as I said this week has been big fur events and anxiety but I’m no longer on my 305 and I no longer have the headache that was my 2004 Explorer.


Friday: 3/8/18

So I spend 99% of the day getting my new car. This week has been bad for anxiety and big events.


Thursday: 3/7/18:


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Wednesday 3/6/18:

I had one really long, and not mileage wise, run. The people at this one place just about made me lose my shit. But I held it together there. And at the next place which turn into a clusterpoop. But I didn’t lose it. And that has to be recognized. And I didn’t go crazy afterwards and do anything stupid. Yeah I called one of the dispatchers and asked a question in a not so happy tone but I didn’t like quite or refuse to come back there.

So I know it is not been a week but I am seeing differences. I put my “voice”s @ 5 but I think pre- Abilify Maintena I think it would have been a 5+ meaning like a 8 on 10 scale. And that is something.

But I have notice that my anxiety is still high. But I need a whole ‘Down Day’ to shack all the yesterday anxiety.

{0.0 Low > 2.5 manageable / 4 > high}

Symptoms: Voices, (5) | Bad thoughts, (4)| Feeling/Seeing bugs, (2.0) | Shadow People, (0) | Normal People that aren’t real, (4) | Other Visual Hallucinations, (4) | Knocking on walls or doors (1) |Cat Fred, (0)

Feeling: Down, Depressed, Or hopeless (0.0) | Little Interest or pleasure in doing things (4)| Trouble failing asleep or sleeping to much (2.5) | Trouble concentrating on things (0.0) | Poor appetite or wanting to/overeating or (5) | Thoughts you would be better off dead (2.5)| Thought of your a screw up or failure (5+)| Thought of your a screw up or failure as a father (5.0)| Thought of your a screw up or failure at your jobs (5+)| Thought that people just want to use you and throw you away like trash (4)

Easiness to leave the house (1-5 One being easy 5 being couldn’t) (2.5)

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Tuesday 3/6/18:

I have been doing so many thing I have been forgetting to do this. I was trying to keep myself distracted because to day was my 305 hearing. I had anxiety so bad I was shaking.

But I think that the Abilify Maintena is working because even with all the extra stress my voice where not bad enough for me to try anything stupid.

{0.0 Low > 2.5 manageable / 4 > high}

Symptoms: Voices, (5+) | Bad thoughts, (5+)| Feeling/Seeing bugs, (3) | Shadow People, (1) | Normal People that aren’t real, (2.5) | Other Visual Hallucinations, (5+) | Knocking on walls or doors (3) |Cat Fred, (0)

Feeling: Down, Depressed, Or hopeless (0.0) | Little Interest or pleasure in doing things (5+)| Trouble failing asleep or sleeping to much (0.0) | Trouble concentrating on things (0.0) | Poor appetite or wanting to/overeating or (5+) | Thoughts you would be better off dead (0.0)| Thought of your a screw up or failure (5+)| Thought of your a screw up or failure as a father (5.0)| Thought of your a screw up or failure at your jobs (5+)| Thought that people just want to use you and throw you away like trash (5+)

Easiness to leave the house (1-5 One being easy 5 being couldn’t) (4)


Monday 3/5/18:


Sunday 3/4/18:

I did not leave the house. No runs.

{0.0 Low > 2.5 manageable / 4 > high}

Symptoms: Voices, (0.0) | Bad thoughts, (0.0)| Feeling/Seeing bugs, (0.0) | Shadow People, (0.0) | Normal People that aren’t real, (???) | Other Visual Hallucinations, (0.0) | Knocking on walls or doors (0.0) |Cat Fred, (0)

Feeling: Down, Depressed, Or hopeless (0.0) | Little Interest or pleasure in doing things (0.0)| Trouble failing asleep or sleeping to much (0.0) | Trouble concentrating on things (0.0) | Poor appetite or wanting to/overeating or (0.0) | Thoughts you would be better off dead (0.0)| Thought of your a screw up or failure (0.0)| Thought of your a screw up or failure as a father (5.0)| Thought of your a screw up or failure at your jobs (0.0)| Thought that people just want to use you and throw you away like trash (0.0)

Easiness to leave the house (1-5 One being easy 5 being couldn’t) (2.5)

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You may have better or worse experience.

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