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I bought Sweet~N~Sour Chicken with fried rice with Egg Roll, Plus an extra small shrimp fried rice with Crab Lagoons. I then bought from the dollar store a bag of UTZ chips, 5 pk Reese cups, 5p Take 5, 5 pk Kit Kat, a thing of Strawberry sugar Wafers, a 8oz pack of fudge dipped shortbread cookies, 2 packs of 6 Oreo cookies, 2pks of 4 Chip Ahoy Original cookies, 3 1/2 oz bag of Cheetos and 13oz of Duplex sandwich cream cookies. Oh and 1/2 gallon of milk and a 12fl oz of Canada Dry Ginger.
I paid around 40.00 for all this. To try to feel the pain inside because I feel numb. And after a week of smoking weed and feeling something I want to feel something again. I don’t care if it is pain or happy.
I hate this pain, I hate being alone, I have tried skinny, I have tried fat. I just want to be dead. can’t cut anymore, I can’t find weed anymore the on;y pain I can have it when my stomach is so full I am about to vomit. So I put forty dollars on my credit card that I do not have to do this.
I wish someone would just kill me. I am a waste of space taking up someone else oxygen.
“Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn’t go away.” – Philip K. Dick
“The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and bad things. The good things don’t always soften the bad things, but vice versa, the bad things don’t always spoil the good things and make them unimportant.” — Doctor Who
“The only valid censorship of ideas is the right of people not to listen.” – Tom Smothers
“Who controls the past controls the future. Who controls the present controls the past.” ― George Orwell
“If you don’t work on important problems, it’s not likely that you’ll do important work”. – Richard Hamming
“Being in a minority, even in a minority of one, did not make you mad. There was truth and there was untruth, and if you clung to the truth even against the whole world, you were not mad.” – Orwell