The Story of Mike, My Fight For Lilly & My Defective Mind. Home Of: MichaleJGranata.com & LillyMakar.com
At 9:30am I seen my psych-doctor from Chestnut Ridge today. I have now been changed from the Doctor on the TV to a new one which I like. Something about telemedicine I just don’t like. Anyway so I see the new doctor and she changed up my medications, see what changed here, and gave me some blood test scripts.
But most importantly and nerve wracking was that I needed to talk to her about my 305 commitment. And we did, and she gave me a light at the end of the tunnel. So after the appointment with the doctor I thought for about 15 minutes and for the very first time in my life signed myself into an commitment.
It was a very hard thing to do with what is all at stake with my daughter and the fact that my ex can use this against me. And the fact that me and my attorney can not file for custody for three more months now because of it. So I will not be able to see Lilly for three more months. That hits me hard to think about.
“Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn’t go away.” – Philip K. Dick
“The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and bad things. The good things don’t always soften the bad things, but vice versa, the bad things don’t always spoil the good things and make them unimportant.” — Doctor Who
“The only valid censorship of ideas is the right of people not to listen.” – Tom Smothers
“Who controls the past controls the future. Who controls the present controls the past.” ― George Orwell
“If you don’t work on important problems, it’s not likely that you’ll do important work”. – Richard Hamming
“Being in a minority, even in a minority of one, did not make you mad. There was truth and there was untruth, and if you clung to the truth even against the whole world, you were not mad.” – Orwell