The Story of Mike, My Fight For Lilly & My Defective Mind. Home Of: MichaleJGranata.com & LillyMakar.com
I just wanted to journal about the meds I am on maybe these things help others.
Some big things have been going in my life so this may not be a fair overlook of what the mix does for me. I was up to recently able to keep two jobs for two years in a roll with one trip to the hospital in the middle which is about the best i have been. I have been taking the Latuda about two plus years with the others added in over that time, I have recently lost someone close to me so I am on a roller coaster right now.
Symptoms (1 -5 one being lowest): Voices, (5.0) | Bad thoughts, (5.0)| Feeling/Seeing bugs, (0.0) | Shadow People, (4.0) | Normal People that aren’t real, (3.0) | Other Visual Hallucinations, (4.0) | Knocking on walls or doors (0.0) |Cat Fred, (0.0)
Feeling (1-5 One being none): Down, Depressed, Or hopeless (5.0) | Little Interest or pleasure in doing things (5.0) | Trouble failing asleep or sleeping to much (5.0) | Trouble concentrating on things (5.0) | Poor appetite or wanting to/overeating or (2.5) | Thoughts you would be better off dead (5.0) | Thought of your a screw up or failure (5.0)
Nightmares (1-5 One being not bad): (1.5)
“Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn’t go away.” – Philip K. Dick
“The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and bad things. The good things don’t always soften the bad things, but vice versa, the bad things don’t always spoil the good things and make them unimportant.” — Doctor Who
“The only valid censorship of ideas is the right of people not to listen.” – Tom Smothers
“Who controls the past controls the future. Who controls the present controls the past.” ― George Orwell
“If you don’t work on important problems, it’s not likely that you’ll do important work”. – Richard Hamming
“Being in a minority, even in a minority of one, did not make you mad. There was truth and there was untruth, and if you clung to the truth even against the whole world, you were not mad.” – Orwell
“When you want to fool the world, tell the truth.” Otto von Bismarck