The Story of Mike, My Fight For Lilly & My Defective Mind. Home Of: MichaleJGranata.com & LillyMakar.com
My frustration is in what Einstein called the definition of insanity. I do the same thing over and over and expect a different out come. I do not do this intentionally. I do have hope that this time will be different.
I should just face the fact that I am broken. That I don’t fit in with the unbroken. That normal is not for me, that success is not for me. That I am an mentally ill felon that has to much hope.
But I get a job, I do well and then I realize that I am not doing well. That they are just using me. And when I say enough they will use someone else and toss me out like trash.
Sad but true the best compliment I ever got form my boss is and I am paraphrasing, that I surprised him how much I don’t suck at doing what I am doing. I think the quote would be “I surprised him on how well I am actually doing”. which he said “don’t take this the wrong way” before.
I could go on but I just worked 17 hours and have to be up in 4 hours to go back.
“Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn’t go away.” – Philip K. Dick
“The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and bad things. The good things don’t always soften the bad things, but vice versa, the bad things don’t always spoil the good things and make them unimportant.” — Doctor Who
“The only valid censorship of ideas is the right of people not to listen.” – Tom Smothers
“Who controls the past controls the future. Who controls the present controls the past.” ― George Orwell
“If you don’t work on important problems, it’s not likely that you’ll do important work”. – Richard Hamming
“Being in a minority, even in a minority of one, did not make you mad. There was truth and there was untruth, and if you clung to the truth even against the whole world, you were not mad.” – Orwell
“When you want to fool the world, tell the truth.” Otto von Bismarck