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12/18/13 (journal)


How I feel this am.

I went to bed, after taking my meds with dinner, at 8pm. I woke up
With my 9:30am alarm but went back ti bed after doing a few things that was to kwep me awake. I then got out of bed and up around 11am.
batteling this drowsiness seems to be harder I thought. 😦


Still just me in the group. And I think I slept my therpsit apointment away. 😦 Just feeling so tired or drained. Hoping that this goes away sooner then later.

And also hoping that this depression is just medaction related. Meaning I feel down because the meds are making me feel tired.



So I tried to be tougher then my food addiction and ordered a large pizza. I ate 4 pieces which is two more then I wanted to. Takes deep breath. But that is all/did that I am eating .  Which is good because I am facing a but load of issues tomorrow. I am just trying my best to stay in the moment, something I learned today in group. I took it as if I stay in this moment that the next one will come slower and thus I can handle each moment as I can.

Tomorrow is going to be rough. But it is of my own making, can the rain dancer complain when he gets rained on?



Posted By: Mike G
Contact Email: MikesAnubis@gmail.com
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