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10:04 am

I wish I had a lighter, I just checked all my pockets.

Bought one at get go

Not using this lighter in public is my #1 goal for the day. I have to sit with what I feel.

Have not burned. But I know I should eat and I can. I just sometimes wonder if i transfer one self injury to another. I know not eating for 2 or 3 days in a row hurts me. But my professional can’t see those scars normal people can see those scars so is it better self injury?

So did not burn just because I have not been home, I have no more coping skills for what is going on other then staying numb forever. And I am thinking about it, hard.


Posted By: Mike G
Contact Email: MikesAnubis@gmail.com
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This entry was posted on November 26, 2013 by in Journal.
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