The Story of Mike, My Fight For Lilly & My Defective Mind. Home Of: MichaleJGranata.com & LillyMakar.com
I went to the Natural History Museum with my daughter, Chris, Amber, and Gavin (my daughters cousin). I thought I could cue you off of Amber and Chris. Turn out that Amber got so pissed off at Chris that she disengaged from the whole world. And Chris was so wrapped up in his mistress and text messaging her didn’t pay any attention to the world.
So I was all alone in a museum with my daughter to protect and had to try to act like everything was okay and all the peoples I seen was real.
I did not do so well in that department, because either this over attractive younger women was following me and my daughter around trying to start up several conversations or i was having an episode with my daughter present. I have to go with being ill in front of my daughter. Which is really fucking me up at this moment. I do not want my daughter to see my illness. I do not want her to know i am broken.
I did and pushed as good as I could till I got home. Oh course Amber, Chris, and Gavin came over and as I was trying my best but very badly holding it together me and Chris worked on my house. I do own him for all his help.
How can I be a good father and be ill at the same time? How long till my daughter sees I am sick and not normal? How long till because she sees she dose not want me as her dad anymore?
I hope she did not notice but how long till she dose, she got my smarts.
“Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn’t go away.” – Philip K. Dick
“The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and bad things. The good things don’t always soften the bad things, but vice versa, the bad things don’t always spoil the good things and make them unimportant.” — Doctor Who
“The only valid censorship of ideas is the right of people not to listen.” – Tom Smothers
“Who controls the past controls the future. Who controls the present controls the past.” ― George Orwell
“If you don’t work on important problems, it’s not likely that you’ll do important work”. – Richard Hamming
“Being in a minority, even in a minority of one, did not make you mad. There was truth and there was untruth, and if you clung to the truth even against the whole world, you were not mad.” – Orwell
“When you want to fool the world, tell the truth.” Otto von Bismarck