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11/7/13 Journal (trigger)

I have been burning myself to this song. Something about it just is in my head and will not let go.  I had it on repeat last night and buned myself with a lighter about 9 times.

I would hold my the lighter lite from start of the music to about a secound before the fist word. And press it to my skin at the “this is how I show my love” and lwave it there till I felt no more reaction on my skin.

This will always be in my memory as a happy song.

So million dollar question. Yes I am feeling better or less stressed and less angry. I believe I am going off less over the small things. I am able to act happy more and pretend laughted a few times yesterday.

******No I do not blame the artist or video for my Self injury.*****

Sail

This is how I show my love

I made it my mind because

I blame it on my A.D.D. baby

this is how an angel dies

I blame it on my own supply

blame it on my A.D.D. baby

Sail

Maybe i should cry for help

maybe i should kill myself

blame it on my A.D.D. baby

maybe I’m a different breed

maybe I’m not listening

so blame it on my A.D.D. baby

Sail

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