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****Posted from another journal I wrote****
I have been thinking a lot about finding a woman to have a relationship with, basically because I am lonely. I have a few friends and a cat, but that one person that I can trust enough to tell anything. The one to care about me, as I can care about them.
But how can I bring someone into my world with all the problems, how can I trust someone enough to even clue them into what goes on in my head and life. I know I don’t have to tell her but she will notice. And instead of them running away after I get use to them cause they can’t handle my problems, and then I have to start over which sucks.
And this has also brought up things about past relationships, which is not fun. I have not ever had a good relationship. And I believe that it is my doing, I think I have chosen the wrong women to go out. Just ask my friends! They will say that, that this is a true statement.